remember-记得

tears dimmed my eyes.

everlasting reminiscence..
eerlasting sadness.

i felt disappoint
over and over..
but you took me away
again and again..from despair.

once, I followed your steps.
the shadow.
yet i can't follow
your steps, with no beats.

your warm and rough hands
makes me feel safe.
away from coldness,hopeless,darkness.
calm.the only word.
you cover me the green blanket
when shiver.
but, sometimes
you left me as well.

the path...
that we walked together,
the moonlight..
that glows us
at the wide and quiet road.
only both of us.
we share hands
without disturbances.

the ring,that you left
i sipped on my fngers..
i wear on my neck.

once,i did something careless.
i'm sad. i felt guilty.
but
i heard no anger.
all i've listened from you:
advice.

for the future of me and you
i can only see a veil of mist.


well, if one day
you forget about the memories..that we'ved car
..that we'ved carved together
or
you forget about me
maybe i should leave
i should forget you..little by little..

yet...it is impossible..
for now..

bittersweet-苦甜

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is..
if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch near the fire ..
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly ..
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me..

in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.

scorpio vs. libra

网上看到这便章
天秤v.s天蝎

這兩個星座若只是當朋友的話
實在是太可惜了
因為當朋友的你們
彼此之間有的也只是打哈哈
但若是談戀愛的話
可是很能互補的
像天秤座看似強悍
其實他很需要另外一半的陪伴
而天蠍座還滿優柔寡斷的
需要別人給他一些中肯的建議
這時天秤的理性就相當適合他
所以他們兩個湊在一起除了性格不合
其他都很合。

话是这么说。。却没能看见这对罕见的组合。。
能和他成为一对么
和平与刺激向往者。。可以察出火花么？
答案是可以的。。却不知道对方是怎么想。
话说两者都是浪漫主义
天蝎座的浪漫带出感性与沉稳
而天秤座则带出快乐，喜悦。。
前者是华丽，爆发力的音乐
而后者向往简单，和平与抒情。
显现出对比。却能维持一段长久的关系。知己也好。。情侣也好。。

vestige-痕迹

vestige in my heart.
I've tried to leave him many times.again and over again..
i try to avoid him..but I failed..
i can't find any reason..
i sms him lesser and lesser..but more than zero..
keep telling myself..don't be addicted
man it's way too hard..
can anyone tell me..why?

unexpected experience over again..
i went to another guy's house..after clubbing
i tryto go to the other friend's house..but he disagree
i don't know wha he's tinkn..
the one that i like..brought me to his house..
he like that guy too..
we have complecated relation..but i guess he don't knw abt the relation..
i sleep 2gethr with the guy i like..
he touched me..i feel happy and sad at the same time..
difficult to explain..
many questions appear in my mind..
who will he choose..
once i feel i'm useless..
i hope to mantain..
i have to wager..

i try to have relation with others..
but there's no way for me to forget about him.
evertime i went to other guy's house..i hope i can 4get about him..
but GOD sas no..
everytime other friends hug on me..i feel guilty..
i wan't ahug..but no..at last i loose off their hands after they fall asleep
i cry quietly.
deeply.
they treated me well..but..there's nothing i can feel..
i left them.

everytime.he went to anothr guy's house. a scar was marked deeply.
he'll tell me honestly b4 he went ther..
try to keep calm and tears down quietly..but everytime he noticed..
nothing i can do..
when U can give me a clear answer...
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