Moment (stay gold)

Well. as usual.We meet on Last Saturday.(1st aug 2009)

We had a nice night time.He brought me to a restaurant at Pavillion.
At the begining , I scared he will spend alot . I ask.How about we just eat normal meals.
but he rejected.So we went Pavillion at the last. On the way,he put his hands on my shoulder.Nice to have the feel.

We reached there. We sit down, and choose the meals. I took a tomoto sauce chicken speghetii and a mixed fruit juice. He chose a tempura spaghetti . Then comes to dessert.We have 2 choices. We gambled.I won.haha.

Here comes the food. Looks delicious. He took the food's picture. and he took my picture without my notice.(=..=ll) We are satisfied with the meals. full and tasty. We talk about life and all stuffs. Jokes, things around us.Then we discuss about handsomes around us. There's a guy look like my ex too.haha.But it's not important.We took another dessert at last. When we ordered the desert. The waiter asked:"You guys share the desert?" ha.We answered yes.shy-ly.
Though he told me his budget is about RM100.But we spent more.He said it's ok.At Least we are happy.

After we finish our dinner...or supper...whatever.ha. It was 11.48 p.m. We walk towards monorail. On the way, we decide to take photos around a nice scene nearby. There're 2 men. I think they're brothers though. They asked us to take a photo for them. He took for them.Then they asked us wether we wanna take together. Both of us. We agreed. A memorable photo was shot and kept in his moble phone.

A nice day.A memorable night.Stay gold forever in the heart.Heez.^^

乌托邦-Utopia

又一天，雨。
早上准备到学校，下雨了。心情低落了少许。
不是很想到学校去，但是今天考试，被逼去了。
一切都顺利。。
但是，在考英文科时。
我选了描述一位关于亲戚的文章。。
我写着写着。。。写到最后觉得有些不对劲。
重复看一遍，名字确实是亲戚的。。
描述的却是他。。和与他相处的日子
时间逼人，我无法作出修改。
耿耿于怀。

时常身处乌托邦，何时能与现实结合？

矛 盾

心里非常多的犹豫。
每当回到家，第一个总会看看手机，有没有他的信息。
有的话，当然非常开心，并且迅速回复
不是他的信息的话，依然会回复，然而有些失望的感觉。
最近他也很少主动信息了。
理所当然，我主动了。每一次他都会回复，但有时候他会转话题。
很想知道他收到我信息的心情。
为了避免他厌倦，最近我很迟才信息他。

想象-
有时候他不在身边,很想听听他的声音.
隔几天，就会打一通电话给他。。听听他当天的状况。
他心情不好，就听他发泄。然而我不是很会安慰人，就说说几句话，希望他能开心。
临终止电话前，都会要求一个亲。
就这样，维持快两个月了。

将近每一个星期六。都会和他见面。
到一些地方开心开心，
陪陪他，也当做陪陪我。
每当抱着，总会有一种温暖，开心的感觉。
那是我们正式摊开心理话的时候。

看着他开心。我也自然而然的，开心了。
我们并非情侣，需要一些时间的思考，
才决定是不适合一起。只能说，我会努力改变。^^

真 Realm

六月，真的，很多事情连连续续发生了。
短短两个礼拜的假期。。实在令我觉得。。
犹如渡过了一个长假。
以前的我，总觉得。。怎么假期一瞬间，就结束了。

遇上一个人，改变我的一生？我的看法？
实在荒谬呢。从来没有人有能力将我改变。
我，变得。。呵呵，怎么样呢？无人知晓，我，也不例外。

一种感觉。期待。
到底期待些什么？
一封信息。。一个拥抱。。一个吻。。
又或者他的出现。。已经足够。

温暖，他给的温暖。
他的温度，抱，亲，保护，我无法忘记。
至于他有回忆这一些感觉么，我不知道。
我只能等，等待他的答案。又或者，我只是白等

是否感觉。。很像一篇女生写的心情故事？一篇心灵非常脆弱的人写的一篇文章？
没错，不用怀疑，
我，
就是同性恋。
以上的文章所写的。。都是我的真实故事

Remain silence=）
I'm Gay.

~First Time~

Yo.This is my very first time for writing a blog. Hope I can manifest my real personality, sharing my opinion, thoughts about life,vent about my dissatisfite through this space.（ Sorry for my bad English)

Maybe I’m not simple as you guys think/thought in reality , but I hope you’ll understand my words here. Contradict could be the best describe about my inner toughts. You’ll understand me more as you read my blog.

Forgot to introduce myself. I'm Ryeong.16.From KL,Malaysia~

Cheez =) See you all and wait for my next post. see yah~!

嗨。。第一次写部落格，还真不习惯诶。希望我能透过这个空间，表达真实的我，腾出我的看法，我的日志，人生。换言之，是希望能与你们分享呗。

或许大家会认为，复杂难明，是唯一能形容我的字眼吧。但是希望，从这里可以让大家更明白，真正的我。呵呵。。糊涂。忘了介绍自己。名为梦龙，就这么叫呗。今年十六岁，天蝎座。我的种种矛盾，或许你能在我的文章上看得到。

咳！不多说，可忙透呢。期待我下一篇文章吧！^^~